Tuesday, October 27, 2020

A LETTER TO MYSELF!!!

People have/had taught you this, conditioned you to believe to look a certain way that it's more important to look nice than to be talented that's why you stop dreaming about what you want to do but its extremely important to learn how to be grateful in your 

own way. You have to learn how to pick yourself, back up when you fall, provide for yourself, wipe your tear away, and make yourself happy. Having good people there for you is truly great but you can't depend on them to always be there.

Your life has a crazy plan for you and because you don't know it yet. I think there are things I should tell you. There will be many such moments in life when people will say that you are not enough or I must say" you're not good enough" so compromise but there is the thing that "never stops believing in yourself on your dreams" please never compromise.

As they use to say that,

Dreams will be true , because now there is no compromise!

stay positive, stay active

KEEP SMILING!!!



Sunday, October 25, 2020

Lunch break, school and friends!!!

"If my hands aren't dirty at all, why should I go and wash them? we barely get a 15-minute break. Please don't waste my time."We would spend every minute of our interval as carefully as a broke person spends his wealth with extreme precautions. 

Now every year in school, along with the classes, something or the other get changed. Be it a Sanskrit eliminated after 8th grade, the games period vanishing from the time-table after 9th grade, the number of mobile phones increasing in the schoolbags 10th standard onwards. The shamelessness bubbling up on scoring fewer marks after 11th grade, or the death of curiosity to study in 12th grade. The only thing that remained consistent throughout was the happiness at the arrival of the lunch break. Now how much did we actually study, is an entire tale on its own. But sitting there in the class, planning to escape out of the same class, was no less hard work. And so because of the same hard work, hunger would creep out on all of us by the second period ;) 

Now in that scenario, if I would be sitting on the last bench, then why would my majestic hunger wait for the lunch break at all. But for the reason, whenever I would have to sit in the front then after seeing the face of the tiffin, trying to control the hunger inside, the ache that would awaken in my heart could be heard in my stomach. And meanwhile, whenever a peer would open their tiffin, with the aroma of pickle and paratha (orange too) reacting the corners of the entire classroom, at that moment, my heart would just break into pieces.

Huge flocks of children, a lot of tiffins placed between those flocks, and just three chief rules.

First- it doesn't matter if it's salty potato curry or macaroni, everybody will finish off everything in unison without any drama or hesitation so that on returning home, the mother's scolding can be escaped.

Second- the tiffins with tasty dishes will be passed around to everyone one by one, provided you stay patient.

And third, at least try eating like humans a little?

amidst all of this, everyone was full of manners in childhood, no one would touch another's tiffin without asking for permission. but as we grew up, all our manners were thrown away into a ditch. All that mattered was knowing that there's tiffin and that you need to eat from that, and it doesn't matter whom it belongs to.

Now no matter how they were, all of them were my friends. All of them. They were what collectively made that time of my life so precious and if someday I somehow forget to get my tiffin to school, they would never let me stay hungry. I don't remember the last time I sat with every one of them and ate my lunch this way. Maybe at that time, I didn't realize that that was the last time, and that moving forward, whenever I would look back,  all I would pray to God was to just give me one more chance to live that day again, time wouldn't let us go back to that moment.

This was what I miss the most about my school, please comment on your moments!!

Keep Smiling!

Thursday, October 22, 2020

Morning sucks but...

 Grab a coffee, eat some nice food, take a warm, comfortable shower, and listen to good music. Make a list of non-academic things to do today, complete your tasks.

Make a list of things you will (mostly like) have to do in the afternoon. Pick the 'evening reading' book in the morning. Brush your teeth. Remember to fill your water bottle. Remember to bring your phone, wallet, keys, and earphones.

Keep deodorant in your bag and don't forget to put deodorant on in the morning:). Check that your laptop is fully charged. If it's not, out your charger in your bag. Bring a phone charger.

Most importantly keep a beautiful smile on your face and deal with your day with confidence.

These are the small reminders to keep you organized in the morning!


I know we are going through a pandemic but these little things will help us a lot. KEEP SMILING!!!

Monday, October 19, 2020

Faith

 Whenever you think you are not doing or achieving what you deserve just keep faith in yourself. Just stay calm and positive, the reason is if you will stay happy and believed then automatically your brain will move in the right direction

Our inner faith will create our external result and make us eternally strong!

It's not about what others think and what others do, it's all about you, who you are, what you think. Don't let your loneliness make you reconnect with toxic people, you shouldn't drink poison just because you are thirsty.

You don't know how many people get inspired because of your faith, your trust, your happiness, so always stay as you are ( the ideal one ). And if you still feel lost and nothing is going as per your plan just think once that there are still so many beautiful adventures to be had and so many new exciting food you haven't tried yet!!! :)

Have faith, stay blessed, stay happy!

Saturday, October 17, 2020

THANKS FOR BEING THERE!!!

 Hey,

You stood beside me whenever I was in need. You are like my healer, my strength, my motivation I just don't know how to praise you, how to thank you!

You understand me just by my chats, by my voice if I am numb or I am in a bad mood or not. 

I can almost see it, That dream I am dreaming, lost with no direction, my faith is shaking but you always hold me tight and supported me like yeah I can do everything I lost, I can do everything I dreamed of. You are the perfect blend of happiness and smart work. You supported me like no one else did it till now.

I am just blessed to have such a good and cute friend like you. Just sending my wishes to you with lots of love and care.

Thanks once again!!!

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